Friday, 28 June 2013

翅膀

Before proceed to reading, this title has nothing to do with the content! HAHA! 

1st, I back to the lifeless life, so far is okay for me,
sent my resume for a sampling job (hope I can get it),
planning for an kindergarten event (so far so good),
I'm going to Ipoh next monday! =D 
So happy! Will go with mum and cousin's family! 

This holiday, all my uni gang, almost everyone going for their trip,
left me here, lovely island, Penang. 
So even going for Ipoh is just nice for me! hehe
Anyone wanna bring me out? lol 

This will be my last long long holiday in my life, 
I am going to step out into career world soon,
1st comes will be internship on next year February,
Where am I supposed to go? :( 
Penang or the rest? 

Alright, 2nd day stay at home.
Feeling lazy but nice.
Bro and sis have a stable job, finally.
Without getting realized, I just realized, 
mum actually had been taking part time job for so long. lol
Fetching children, doing "desserts". 
=) =) 

Next up ending my blog to share some quotes which I feel very nice: 

“错过”= 错了、也过了
属于你的不会错过,错过的,不会是真爱

And not to forgot this: 

“有时候,你选择与某人保持距离,不是因为不在乎,而是因为你清楚的知道,他不属于你。”

你退一步,其实是为了想更接近他的心一步。
The worst feeling is pretending you don't care about something, when really it's all you seem to think about.


Hi Holiday! I'm coming! 
#cf-ness signing off 

Thursday, 20 June 2013

What's wrong?

Okay let's update. 
Have been going through 20 non-stop study days, seriously non-stop. 
And yet my last paper is on next Monday. 
Not to looking forward for the day holiday come but for me, 
I rather hope, can I don't study anymore?
It's quite vomit laaa everyday study like this, 
although I like study, but it's too long for me until I found my motivation level was getting lower. 

Many sickness came to me during this whole study week and exam week. 
I still that healthy before study week, but why??!! :(((
Don't kidding with me please.
First week of study week, my hand and fingers were allergy and keep 脱皮, changed new cells like an ular. Went clinic injection, then back to uni to continue my study. 
Not the first time, so when doctor said "injection", I was like "ohh, okay, expected"
But then I couldn't inject the whole life ba? 

2nd week of study week, a day, A DAY before my first paper, is FIRST PAPER.
I was about to sick!! So sad, the war hasn't begin!! 
I need study!! I was like, okay..tahan until my first paper..
After came out from exam hall for the 1st paper, 
I straight away went consult for doctor to cure my headache. 
Was a stunned when the doctor told me "ohh, you fever" 
zzz! What?! Aiks....I thought I were only minor headache, can don't fever??

Okay.. Fine, studied quite cham and quite torturing for my MA paper.
Coz I need to trade-offs between Rest time and Study time.
After all, I felt my efforts was wasted for this paper!
It's so no worth for me to burn midnight oil for this paper :(

Okay, after 4 days rest patiently and jaga my health baik baik, I really jaga until I stop ate heaty food and stop ice too. 
Finally I had recovered, thanks god this is just a normal sickness so far.
Last time I used to had throat inflammation and this sickness I quite get used to it, it need about 1 week to cure as throat inflammation is quite suffer. 

So, this is the 3rd week. And guess what happen? After hand allergic, sick, now is whole body itchy plus allergic. 
Can you imagine it's so itchy until can't stop from garu.
After wake up and before sleep, kinda torturing...
One day I wake up found my face got a scar, I guess it's garu effect while I sleeping one night before. So sad la, haiz.. 
Consume medicine again, just bought from pharmacy just now. 
Itchy itchy redness redness can you go away from me? 
It's damn ugly and I really cannot tahan..  

Overall, these sickness make me no appetite for food, I could only eat smaller portion compared with last time. :( 

I want healthyyyy. My pant getting loosen, I think I really "sick too much". 

4 days to go for my last paper.

Don't leave me roommie. :'( 

End my writing with sad and lonely mood. 

Sunday, 2 June 2013

其实

其实我真的真的,真的真的很想说我也是,可是就是没开口,怎么会这样?
习惯了,怎么办?
今天一整天怪怪的,更难受啊..
是习惯了这感觉,还是有了这感觉才习惯?

是时候了,趁现在。。
慢慢远离那个习惯的感觉。。
一定做得到! =)